The curse

A curse falls opon myself

I wish to die when I´m so alive
The pain i feel is like daggers
in my heart openning a hole so deep
that you can almost see my heart
I fall on my knees and sleep on the
floor with rain drops falling on my face
Death is near I can taste her on my tongue
will someone please leave a red rose
on my grave that's my last request
my eyes close and my mind loses conscience
somehere in the middle of the dark I hear my name
and I feel the warm touch of a small brise and light
on my face
I´m in heaven could it be no this is too real
so I open my eyes just to find you next to me
holding me close to your heart and looking for
my soul in my eyes and with a smile you welcome
me back to a life that should of been mine from the start.